21 May 2009
20 April 2009
who am i?
– casting crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
29 March 2009
11 March 2009
such love
on the 15th day of this year, i woke up.
my life is changing... fast.
i realized that there are so many things i needed to let go… and most of them, i simply cannot, or perhaps, didn’t even want to..
and yet, somehow, someone is doing something somewhere, removing the things i cannot remove myself..
ugly things happened.. only to see that they were blessings in disguise.
painful measures took place… only to find out that these were the solutions to my burdens.
and there were events that did not bother such masks..
i lost a lot of things, a lot of people, a lot of desires.. in exchange for something greater..
it feels like.. i have been born again..
such wondrous love!
08 March 2009
02 March 2009
quote for today
27 February 2009
26 February 2009
quote for today
" satan trembles when he sees the weakest saint upon their knees."- william cowper
english poet
1731 - 1800
12 February 2009
amazing grace
i copied this from brod jerc's profile.
apparently i have only been copying stuff from my friends. couldn't come up with anything new to write. geez, perhaps i'm getting old..
Read more...
07 February 2009
prayer today :)

i found this on aim's blog, and i copied it without asking for permission. thanks, aim. :)
06 February 2009
emailed blessing
w/ regards naman to your inner struggles....thats good...coz at least there's something inside struggling... :D kesa sa wala... we would have to have our own experience with God...and most of the time that becomes our point of reference...and i found out..na sometimes..things happen to a believer maybe because of consequence or whatever...but its always for our good...sometimes it would become another's inspiration....or an example...para bang so that they won't have to go through the same ordeal...
mas maganda na fellowship now..me mga youth service...samin kasi...close ko namin ang mga YP...fashion to love life...pinag-uusapan... kaya parang better ang relationship w/one another & w/ God...unlike before...parang feeling ko nun...tayo lang ang kailangang nakapalda & bawal pagupit...
lam mo? hair ko now? aabot na sa ankle ko... pero no more struggle...unlike before...minsan...ang struggle ko ..is ung sa damit...kasi diba? nasa office...
thanks God...iningatan din talaga ako ni Lord sa mga bisyo...ngayon ko na lang din nare-realize lahat ng mga pag-iingat Nia...saka....si mama, mahigpit din...so it really helped a lot din...pag ang circle mo e true believers doing their best for the Lord din...correct din ang influence na masasagap mo...
feeling ko lang ...once you really submit yourself to the thirst you have for the Lord...mas madali ang buhay kristyano...kasi yun na nga...mababawasan din ang thirst mo for the world...
i don't need nor ever want to be preachy on you...coz i know, deep in your heart you know what to do...it's just a matter of you heeding to it or not...pero what i can tell you...is that many are praying for you and your family...your daddy came back to the ministry because of his love to his family...i tell you...kainggit na talaga kayo... so... if you want to go on and get a fight w/ God...that's up to you...but u know..."redeeming the time"... there's no much time left...ako naman...i want to be as faithful as i can..because i want to go back where i belong...and why keep on struggling...? e kung susunod din lang naman ako...sunod na ako now...kampi ko pa si Lord...then who can be against me...?
pera...hay..yan na lang ginagamit ng kaaway parati...3bills na kuryente namin... priority ang mga gawain e...di naman Sya nagpapabaya...di pa din kami napuputulan... buti pa ang tao...magpabaya...pero never si Lord...
03 February 2009
when we all get to heaven
a friend [and a sister] asked me how to upload an audio in blogger. i couldn't tell her that i didn't have an idea how to - after all it was me who asked her to upload one.
i forgot that the options in blogger post are only uploading images and videos - other than html, of course.
i tried to add an image in an audio file, and it worked. because the only point is to upload and share the audio, then i guess it served the purpose. :)
so here's a sample. good luck, sweet. :)
Read more...27 January 2009
coincidence or miracle?
i was feeling so sick so i left work before lunch, and slept the whole afternoon. when i woke up, i went to the kitchen, microwaved some food, and went to the dining table. i switched on the light, was about to sit, but then i decided to find tissues first.
in a moment, the light above me exploded, bursting out pieces of glass. the biggest pieces landed on the chair where i was about to sit, but there were small bits everywhere.
i trembled for a while, and then whispered a sincere thank god.
25 January 2009
different people, different stories
sitting in one corner in a coffee shop, watching all the people walking by, some looking cheerful, some looking all broken hearted, and still some wearing blank expressions... different faces, different stories...
i usually wonder, how many people out of ten actually know where they are going? how many people actually know what they want? how many actually are happy and contented with their lives?
standing in one corner in a busy mall, observing all the people busy roaming around, some shopping alone, some laughing with friends, some holding hands with their partners, some running after their kids... different lives, different lifestyles...
how many of those people who are alone are crying inside wishing that they are with the people they love? or perhaps, they are alone because they find solace in silence...
how many of those people who seem to be having a good time with their friends back fight each other when they are not together? or perhaps they are laughing because they are back fighting other friends who are not at present with them...
how many of those people who are holding each other’s hands imagine that they are holding somebody else’s hands? or perhaps, they are holding on to each other so tightly, because they are aware that it won’t last long... and they are hoping that the feeling they have at that time will linger and give them strength to hang on..
how many of those people running after their kids are thankful that they have children who are healthy enough to run so fast? or are they complaining that they have to be with kids who are acting as kids? do they make the grown-ups lose their patience? or do they remind them of how stress-free their own childhoods had been? or perhaps, they run around in public because at home, the domestic rules are too hard to bear...
working in a busy workplace, meeting different kinds of people, some with blue-collar jobs, some on top management position, and still some, trying to convince you that if you can give them a chance to land a job, they will prove worthy of your time.. different ambitions, different goals...
the blue-collared workers, would it be possible that they are more happy and contented than the executives? the white-collared important people, would it be possible that they are complaining all the time for being underpaid? those that are jobless, would it be possible that they themselves are not convinced that they can handle the jobs they are applying for?
a world full of people... do they know what is their purpose in this circle? do they even know who they are? different faces, different stories...
24 January 2009
time to appreciate the stars
i do not remember the exact words, but with a few revisions, a story i once heard from Bo Sanchez goes like this:
a couple once climbed a mountain and camped there for a night. at around 11.45pm, the husband gently shook his wife’s shoulders and said,
“honey, open your eyes,”
the wife, still half asleep, reluctantly did.
and then the husband asked, “what do you see?”
the wife, trying to focus on what her husband wanted her to do, said,
“i see stars,”
“because?” the husband prodded.
“spiritually speaking, God is such a magnificent god to create all these wonders in the sky.”
“and what else?”
“astronomically, the scientists think that the universe is infinite and what you see is just a tiny dot in the whole creation, and it’s beautiful.”
“yes?” the husband was starting to lose his patience.
“astrologically speaking, them witches think our lives are already written in those tiny twinkling widgets up in the sky. it is so interesting.”
“any other smart observation, honey?” the husband insisted.
“well, for me, i think the stars mean that it’s not going to rain tonight, and we can enjoy the rest of the night together.” the wife smiled.
the husband, who lost his temper, said “honey, what’s wrong with you?! you didn’t even notice that you can see the stars because somebody stole our tent!”
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some times, we have to lose our “tents” in order to appreciate the works of God.
i lost several of mine. :)



